Looking 13ack

I made it through the craziest party weekend of the year without drinking. I however also did not participate in any social activities. But see, I don't find joy in throwing colored dust at people just to take pictures and post on facebook. I also don't have fun jumping up and down in an overheated [...]

At This Time

I was put on anti depressants again almost three weeks ago. I stopped drinking again almost six weeks ago. I am careful about watching my relationship with alcohol because my family has a history of alcoholism. But I really want to drink. Drinking lets me pause my mind. Or just lets me feel everything all [...]