Emotional vent blog, you've been warned. I have never been one to brag about getting good grades or assessments as they were called in my high school. I have always however been an excellent student. Growing up in a Montessori school, and then an essential school, we got personalized progress reports written by our teachers and mine [...]
I made it through the craziest party weekend of the year without drinking. I however also did not participate in any social activities. But see, I don't find joy in throwing colored dust at people just to take pictures and post on facebook. I also don't have fun jumping up and down in an overheated [...]
I was put on anti depressants again almost three weeks ago. I stopped drinking again almost six weeks ago. I am careful about watching my relationship with alcohol because my family has a history of alcoholism. But I really want to drink. Drinking lets me pause my mind. Or just lets me feel everything all [...]
This is a very incoherent post, fair warning it is midterms and I am losing my mind. I am so broken. I am so very, very, broken. My heart aches and pounds in my chest. I feel the weight heavier than before. I love people far too fast and soon. I open my arms wide [...]
Just Another Being 