Drunk. Again.

To have a better feel of the vibes I'm feeling listen to the Safe Haven album Ruth B. just released. I am drunk. I am sad. I am devastatingly sad. It is really very hard to be this sad all the time. I have so much love in my heart. So much. But But But [...]


Complain Complain Complain

Fuck. "it is all our friends" lol bitch please. They were never my friends, neither were you. I'm drunk, and I am a notoriously mean drunk so buckle up. People suck. Every single one. Even I, I suck. People lead people on. People read into shit that isn't there to be read. People get peoples [...]

Becoming Embodied

Everyone on instagram has been doing this 'post a photo from 7 years ago, 3 years ago, and this year' thing and I don't like posting those on insta or facebook because it feels tacky. I would usually post them on tumblr instead- somehow less tacky. So I decided to post it here. Here are [...]

At This Time

I was put on anti depressants again almost three weeks ago. I stopped drinking again almost six weeks ago. I am careful about watching my relationship with alcohol because my family has a history of alcoholism. But I really want to drink. Drinking lets me pause my mind. Or just lets me feel everything all [...]